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Pathetic.

Someone in the IRS has a bone to pick with Obama.

A little background:

I grew up in a church called the United Church of Christ, which has been gaining prominence in recent years. A fellow member of my church happens to be none other than Barack Obama.

Last June, Senator Obama gave an address at the UCC’s general synod, a nationwide meeting of church members intended to discuss the church’s leadership, official positions on issues, and world mission. Senator Obama was one of more than 31 people to speak at the synod.

Now we learn that the IRS has opened an investigation into the UCC, stating that having Senator Obama speak at the synod was an inappropriate political activity and that it could compromise the church’s tax-exempt status.

This is lower than low. The simple fact that Obama is an active member of our church somehow indicates that we’re all Obama boosters and that we’re promoting him as a candidate? Hardly. Having the man speak at our synod does not equal providing political backing for his election campaign.

And this is beside the point. How about the fact that Catholic churches around the USA campaigned against John Kerry in 2004 because of his stance on abortion? How about the fact that Billy Graham and his church campaigned against JFK for no other reason than that JFK was a Catholic?

Churches – especially conservative churches – have a long history of getting involved in politics and pushing one candidate over another. And politicians have an equally long history of wooing religious groups to try to gain their favor. But in this case, all we have is a candidate going to his own church’s national meeting, along with around 9100 other people. Somehow this, above all else, is inappropriate behavior from a church? Letting him speak?

Pathetic.

thinning

I’ve been around my apartment so much lately (not exercising) that I can practically feel myself getting fatter.

and the gym’s closed after 7PM on weekends… bah.

so I pulled out the Gazelle I got from some friends and decided to give it a try.

this thing is terrifying. it’s constantly creaking, popping, and shifting all over the place. maybe when I lose some more weight it won’t be so noisy…

also… time to cut ice cream, candy, fast food, and non-diet soda out of my diet entirely. less sodium and less caffeine probably couldn’t hurt either.

weight loss ftw…

my voice.

I want to sing. where. where will I sing.

give me music. I will sing it. I do not care what it is I WILL SING IT.

lalala.

Michigan+snow=…

From my mom:

School has already been called off. It’s nearly 10:30. It’s been snowing like crazy since about 3:00. White-out conditions in the country. Hard telling what the drifts will be like. We have our milk and bread :-)

Scott spun into a snow drift coming back from work in Detroit today. He is sitting at a McDonald’s at an exit and waiting for AAA which said they couldn’t get to his car until at least midnight. No idea how he will get back to his car. A fire dept. vehicle got him to the McDonald’s so he wouldn’t be stuck in the car. Linda is sitting up anxiously waiting for word from him.

State troopers are telling people to stay home. And if people are stuck in their car they are supposed to get to a safe place and sit tight rather than try to get home.

Worst storm I’ve seen since the blizzard of 1978.

Agenda for tomorrow: clear the driveway and sidewalks, go to the gym, go tanning, eat lunch, go see “No Country for Old Men”, go to yoga, eat dinner, maybe do taxes.

It’s Michigan–they’ll get the roads clear by noon. If it stops snowing.

(Scott and Linda are friends of my parents.)
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Dating

So I’ve started dating again.

Yay me.

First date was just dinner at the Cheesecake Factory. It went really well, so we’re meeting again for dinner and a movie tomorrow (Feb. 4).

We’re going to see some romantic comedy that’s been panned so far by the critics… but when was I ever one to trust a review at face value?

Anyways, life is good.

Laziness, stupidity, and other mortal sins

Is it just me, or does it seem like everyone, EVERYWHERE, wants everything handed to them?

All the time, I’m asked stupid, repetitive questions. On my YouTube videos about PSP hacks, I must have dozens of repetitions of each question – “How do I make a Pandora battery?” “What’s an unbricker?” or even the best one of all, “What does this do?”

NEWS FLASH: THE VIDEO SHOWS YOU WHAT IT DOES. And most likely somewhere in the comments are the answers you’re looking for. You wonder why it takes so long to load the comments? It’s because idiots like you people are asking the same stupid crap over and over again! I’ve got over 500 comments on that video, mostly from people asking THE SAME THING!

Today on QJ I argued with some kid about posting a guide to “POSSIBLY” fixing a PSP with NAND defects by hex editing a NAND dump from another PSP. In the initial post he said he didn’t know if it worked or not. I, being an intelligent person and knowing this was basically an “I have no idea what I’m doing but hey, you take the risks for me and let me know how it goes” sort of thing, closed the thread and deleted his ‘guide’. He then proceeded to mouth off at me about how I should learn to read, how he and his friends really had done it, etc. Sheesh.

Does stupidity HAVE to come hand-in-hand with belligerent arrogance?

And just what in the world drives people to push the line as far as they can without TECHNICALLY breaking the law? Getting into arguments with people on IRC about what does and does not constitute copyright violation is ludicrous. If you’re so worried about whether you’re breaking the law with what you’re doing, don’t do it! Simple freaking solution!

Rant over, I’m out.

Struggling for faith

I’m in another crisis of faith.

“Wait a minute, FreePlay has faith?” Yes, very funny, ha ha. I know, I argue against religious people all the time, but you’ve got to realize, I’m not arguing against God, I’m arguing against dogma. I believe in God. But the more I delve into my desire to rationalize everything, the harder it becomes for me to give myself a reason to keep believing.

I want to believe. I want there to be mystery and miracles and wonder. I feel like digging into the pettiest details of everything and explaining it away makes the world less exciting and more mundane. But I also feel like I have to do it. My mind forces me to come up with explanations for everything, but my soul aches for something I can believe in without having to give up my rational faculties.

I can’t believe blindly. I wish I had the strength of faith and will to be able to believe in something without having to analyze it logically. In some ways I admire the people I mock; at least they’ve got the courage to stand up for their convictions and believe what they believe despite people like me. Then again I can’t admire them, because they’re so often abandoning their God-given ability to reason in exchange for thoughtless obedience to doctrine and books.

What do I have to do to convince myself it’s all right to have faith?

I’ve been raised in a Christian tradition, though it has by far been a liberal version of it. Now, I don’t think there’s anything wrong with interpreting the Bible and Christian theology to fit your own needs; on the contrary, I think it’s absolutely essential, if you want to truly adopt the philosophy and the faith as your own. But I’m so tired of it. I’m tired of figuring everything out on my own. My mind is too stubborn to simply accept what someone else tells me, but the longer I keep to myself, the more I turn my examination of faith into a science rather than a journey of the soul. I’m nitpicking at the details of God rather than basking in the glory of His fullness. I can’t see the forest for the trees, and there seem to be more and more trees every time I look.

It’s becoming harder and harder for me to come up with explanations for why I believe, or what I believe. I’m really not sure what I do believe anymore. My mind’s mixed up and fighting against itself here; part of it says “go with God” and another part says “get over God.”

All I know is I want to have something to believe, and I want to have some reason to believe it.

re: furikup

So. Furikup seems like a nice achievement and all… but honestly, I cannot find a single SIP server that actually works with this thing.

If only there were an unofficial Skype client :S

anyways, I’ve spent far too long trying to get this to work. think I’ll just burn it and make it die.

Yay

Finally got this crap installed…

The Out Campaign: Scarlet Letter of Atheism